On facebook I am apart of a group called Love Letter's from Your King. It gives a scripture and a "love letter" from God to women. I never saw the reading for April 6th, Cameron's birthday but I just saw it tonight.
My Princess,
I see how hard you try to handle your heart, and I know you want to live a life without heartaches and pain. I'm asking you to take a step closer to your Father in heaven by crying out to Me when you hurt. Let Me heal you. Remember my chosen, King David? He cried out to Me in his fears, disappointments, and sin, and I answered. You are also My chosen one, and you are My daughter… so it’s okay to cry. I don’t expect you to pretend that pain is not real. It is truth and tears that will give you the freedom that I want you to know. Now let go of that part of your heart that only I can heal. Let your heavenly Daddy hold you while you cry.
Love,
You King who wipes away your tears
“THOSE WHO SOW IN TEARS WILL REAP WITH SONGS OF JOY.”
PSALM 126:5
This of course made me cry. But it also made me realize that I really should not be ashamed to cry. God knows my pain is valid even if people don't and He is the only one that matters. I have and will sow in tears. But it WILL get better. I will always grieve for Cameron, but I won't always be grieving.
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